...He found you lost and guided you (93:7)

Friday, September 24, 2010

be strong

sore throat.
loads of assignment.
fever.
lack of time.
..........

O Allah please give me strength to cope with everything.
its getting hard..
and i know , i will regret for letting myself in this destructive route..
be strong najwa, the wind of change shall blow

Sunday, September 19, 2010

alhamdulillah: Maher Zain~






I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take.
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.
I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.
Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope














O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done

You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

p.s: [in repentance mood]. the melody of this songs touches me quite well. and the words reminds me of my past . where i was too far from Him yet He never put me astray.He sprinkles His Nur on me so that i wont lost that long.  Alhamdulillah, You brought me "home". "Home" of  where to prostrate You is the eternal serene for better  inner peace.i seldom feel this way when listening to songs which i found have lots of meaningful words of wisdom and i do believe in the power of words really can change a person.

Friday, September 17, 2010

tata~

now playing : always be there (like de vid :))
by: abg Maher Zain

alhamdulillah, after approxm8ly 3 jam mengharungi perjalanan dari kota bharu kelantan ke terengganu,akhirnya selamat sampai ke markas tarbiyahku,UMT tcinta.although keadaaan dalam kerete agak kurang selesa, gara2 kepadatan (all 7 sibs,BIG ones, in a MPV !!..phew~) plus bagasi2,makanan2, miscellaneous stuff tapi ok la kan sekali sekala je kot naik ramai2 camnih.Lagipun dah lama kita satu keluarga xnaik kereta ramai2 camnih ^^,. Whats for sure, saya bakal dibuang di terngganu sementara familiku meneruskan perjalanan pulang ke kL..huhuhu. It happens all the time T_T. bye2 my dearest family. bye2 Jah,Najah,Sarah,Jay,mukhlis,kakak pasti merindui kamu semua..waaaa.

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merindui berjumpa denganMu adalah sebenar2 kerinduan seorang hamba

dah2 la.enough with the taching scene,nak tak nak , memang kene stay pun kat UMT, tak kan nak sambung cuti lagi Perjuangan belum selesai Najwa. 5 sem lagi. Bukan pe, sebernarnya saya agak terkilan sebab dah 2 tahun saya tak  beraya kat kL.and there is no other place like home,believe me. walaupun rumah saya hanya sebuah pondok usang,berlantaikan tanah dan beratapkan langit, yet i miss it so badly.
Its ok Najwa,to earn great things always needed sacrifices. Yup3. and as a matter of fact, it is my mokayoh's greatest hope that  i will score well in my studies and be a good muslimah!InshaAllah.MOTIVATION2x desperately need u now.so dun manje2 and come'on najwa, lets begin with an end in mind for a better tomorrow!!! yay!!








p/s:nak je  gitaw kat mok yang kakak tak makan nasi pun malam td,sebab sume makcik2,pakcik2 kedai makan dpn umt nih tak nak puas lagi beraya.wa~


Sunday, September 12, 2010

debu-debu dosa: Hijjaz



Ke arah mana halanya 
Bagi insan yang terleka 
Mengejar nikmat dunia 
Bagaikan hidup selamanya 
Tak peduli dosa noda 
Seksa azab neraka 
Hidup jauh dari rahmatNya 

Terpedaya pada dunia 
Pentas ciptaan manusia 
Terlupa pada segala 
Mengikut nafsu semata 
Membiar syaitan beraja 
Di hati dan juga jiwa 
Mengejar dunia penuh debu dosa 

Teguhkanlah iman dalam diri 
Moga dikau akan merasai 
Betapa indah nikmat Ilahi 
Dan yakin kau akan dirahmati 

Harus kau percaya dengan pasti 
Dunia tidak kekal abadi 
Hanya menguji cekalnya hati 
Sebagai khalifah yang sejati 

Tak perlu kau meragui 
Andai teguh keimananmu 
Pasti bahagia menanti 
Di akhirat yang abadi 

1 Syawal~ reminder

~Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.


Alhamdulillah all praises to Allah for giving me chances once more to celebrate Eid with my beloved,precious family. Along the Eid eve's , takbir was heard everywhere.as for me,Eid atmosphere begun as early in the dawn, during Subuh, where Mok reminds us to niat mandi sunat Eid. as usual, after done with solat sunat Eid, all of our family members ( on my Mok's side) gather at Mamatok's house. Meeting up with my cousins which were my closest childhood friend, playground mates and we're so close till now. that day was totally full of excitement.  Ye laa bile semue dah besa2, and masing2 goes to their on way, own uni, own life, so it kinda hard to meet up in one place like this.Eid is a day of gathering and forgiving. Bila ramai2 camni, with laughter fill the air, it suddnly reminds me of the moment where we used to grouped and go to one house to another, collecting duit raya. That's when the time I was kecik2 la. then we managed to have duit raya up to beratus2 ringgt like that ( paling tggi pun rm2** je kot)


so bila Eid ni, one of the thing that I love to highlighted or i mean i luv to observe is the garment .People who are updated with the latest fashion must have their own attraction for this red letter day, rite. fOr women la i mean. Guys, maybe a few of them.Because women loves beautiful clothes ( me too) and Eid is the most suitable day to wear the Best,THE CREAM oF CREAM cloth. well i know that we are encourage to do so but just a little bit of sharing, Islam have their own guidelines for women in wearing garment. Because were muslims, and reminding one and another is a must , kan2? 


those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.
(al asr-3)


well, the guidelines are so easy.
first, make sure your clothes covers your aurat, as meet up the standardised by syari'at.
what is our aurat then?
i think most of us da bljar ni dari seusia jagung lagi.
kat Pasti/tadika/tabika and etc.kan?
it covers all parts of our bodies except our face and the palm hand.
so.
covers your head with scarfs, and lowered it till the lower part of your breast height.
a friendly reminder.
scarfs that did not cover your lower part of your breast height, is not MENUTUP AURAT..
take note of that ya.
cause many of us didnt notice that


cantik kan bila menutup aurat;)
then.
wear socks or sarung kaki to covers the part of your feet.
i've heard in a ceramah once.
Ust Azhar Idrus said that.
it does not necessary to wear socks.
as long as u know your feet is well covered.
its fine then.


And tell the believing women to reduce some of their vision and guard their private parts and not expose their adornment except that which [necessarily] appears thereof and to wrap [a portion of] their headcovers over their chests and not expose their adornment
(an nur-31) 
  
2nd of all, try not to wear tight  and transparent clothes.
as it may show off your body shape and all the "humps" a.k.a ASSETS that  u have. it is highly recommended to wear dull colour of garment such as  black,gray,dark green,dark blue,brown ( luckily i love brown, take note ya :)
avoid from wearing colourful, over decorated garments to keep away us from being tabarruj. Nauzubillah..
to add.
do not spray on perfume to your garment especially if u r going out,except at house where being  accompanied by husband:)
sahabat ksyngn in her solat garment :)
is it too smelly of u that u need to wear those perfumes desperately?
whoops.
my statement is  excluded for those who are indeed a MUST to  put some fragrance on for certain excuses.
next.
avoid from over make-up"ing" yourself with those thick flashy lipstick and bunch of foundation, and mascara . 
eventually.i'm so in support of with my  natural beauty where it doesnt cost u to pay  too much.
alhamdulillah;)


so.its simple right? yet to be a great muslimah still need a LOTs , abundant of sacrifices rite? sometimes me also done some mistakes .need to improve myself so well  But never give up in hoping for the best from Allah .Most Merciful,Most Gracious





Friday, September 10, 2010

malam.raya

melody in de air : debu-debu dosa & rumahku syurgaku
by: Hijjaz

patient.
just be a lil bit patient najwa.
dont ever spoil de raya mood .
please hold on.
everyone is glee.
mukhlis is de happiest one.
each time the takbir goes
"mukhlisin na lahuddin"
he'll be proud of his name.
others..
cheerful..
so do i.
gather with sibs and cousins
are the greatest moment of all.
but yet
i cant lie.
i miss someone..
everytime i heard takbir.
in the radio,tv.
it reminds me of him
so does mok.
i can read it from her face.
from the way she talk.
i wish i have Doraemon with me.
to grant me with a time machine.
fantasy and reality will never be de same.
Allah is here najwa.
He never fails you.
He will not test beyond human capability
iyyakanakbuduwaiyya ka nasta3in
Just dont give up
Never stop praying.
Hoping.
for the better in the end.
inshaALLAH






Thursday, September 9, 2010

dedikasi Raya 2010





Bismillahirrahmanirrahim


looks like many of us had make their own e-cards and wishes for Eid (wlpn ade satu hari lagi pose).In fb, blogs, and everywhere, people create their own creative e-cards rather than using the old skol Raya card.Alamatnya the company that sells kad raya mst jatuh bankrupt because the techno thing had taken over.so bila tgk ramai sgt buat e-card, i feel like "nak wat jugak" and the best part of this e-card is, they have their faces terpampang kat card tuh.hihi.It somekind of evolution of kad raya i guess. So, after burning some midnite oil making of these thing, alhamdulillah i had one. Despite of its simplicity, not cute, but its my great effort with tons of sincerity keyh:)

dedication part..so dikesempatan yang masih ada ini,saya  Najwa Mat Yasin ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada

  *my beloved familee esp my mok.ayoh.abelong.jah.jay.najah.sarah.mukhlis
*my lovely soulmate Ain shaari..maafkan teman ats sgla silap dan salah
*my cheerful,cute headm8 Tasnim
*kawan2 & ustazah2 @ Pasti Hidayah Cheras
*friends and teacher @ Uni Park Elementary School
*kawan2 & guru2 @SK AU Keramat dan SK Sultan Ismail 
*kawan2 & guru2 @ SMA (A) Sultan Zainal Abidin 
*kawan2 & guru2 @ SMK Seri Keramat
*kawan2 & guru2 @MRSM Kuala Terengganu 
*member2 & lecturer2 @ Pasum
*member2 & lecturer2 @ UMT espeacially student Entech,maaf ya kalau ade silap salah..
*semua sahabat2 yang mengenali diri ini


taaada..IGNORE de imperfection..:)

inshaAllah mok nak adakan 'open house' kat rumah kat kelantan on the 2nd day of Raya, jadi bagi sesiapa yang free, di jemput dengan open arms utk datang. hihi. akhir kata, maaf sekali lagi utk salah silap mana2. Semoga saat kita berada di dalam bulan Ramadhan yang bakal ditinggalkan ini, berjaya mentarbiyahkan diri kita untuk menjadi insan yang lebih baik;)


Dari medan Ramadan sepenuh perjuangan
Terpamir ketulusan jiwa, kemurnian hati,
kecerdasan fikiran, ketangkasan tindakan…
Ukir semurni tadbir
Tagih sesuci takdir




Dari takbir Syawal seluruh kemuliaan
lambang satu kemenangan
mengatasi kejahatan diri dalaman
menangani angkara musuh luaran
kembali ke fitrah…
kembali kepada Allah!




Hitung syukurmu di istana rahmat-Nya
Renung sukarmu di penjara dosa-dosa
Moga keberkatan Ramadhan…
Agar Kemuliaan Syawal…
Menjadi mahar seorang hamba…
untuk melamar cinta Tuhannya!

(mahar cinta syawal-Ust Pahrol Ahmad Juoi)




Monday, September 6, 2010

choco chips cookies..any0ne?

Bismillahiraahmanirrahim
I have a superb day today.well, I would greatly ( a pinch of gladness ;p)present to you my finest home made chocolate chips cookies!!! credit to my three lil angels, Jah,Najah & Sarah plus my lovely bubly mok for helping me dealing for the portion of ingredients. This was my first trial, well I've baked some before, but just by helping my mok with some side work. But today, I've managed to made one all by myself!! pretty cool huh. and the feedback? Kinda postive. Obviously seen from the reaction of my sibs when having it during the breaking fast just now. I manage to fill my sweet cookies in two cookie jar,pretty much but i knew it that it wont last too long. Not too long till de Eid al-Fitri celebration i guess.hihi.

the ingredients..take note ya

make sure its fluffy enough


dough ready..
choco chip cookie in making...yay..almost done =)

tadaaaaaa!! tggu berbuke dlu=)

whoops, wipe ur saliva guys, am I triggering ur appetite? hihi.. so why dont you guys out there try some. Forget to tell u guys that for the recipe, I got it from my mok. Her expertise is undeniable, such an incredible mother of mine!!..wallahulam~

pas mkn jadilah  COOKIE MONSTER!!!!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

simple me








Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
People often asked me, “How can you be so carefree?”. I often laughed at this. Because being me, there is no such thing as ignoring things the way it should be. Can you be carefree when people talked about you behind your back? Can you be carefree when nobody wants to talk to you because you made one mistake? To me, I’m not being carefree, It just  I’m simply living life like the way it should be.Enjoying every seconds of life to the fullest . I’ve always told myself, life can be hard as it wants to, but you can make it sweet and simple as you like. Of course, putting it in mere words is easy, but we are just human, so it’s normal for us to be questioning: “how can we achieve a sweet, simple life  with no worries?”


Take a good look around you. Can you see what the world has offered to us since long time ago?. Even looking up at the clouds can show us how beautiful the world is. Today we are so caught up with jobs and studies that we forget to appreciate the beauty of nature that promises tremendous of tranquility. Sometimes, when you’re walking fast to reach your destination, take a glance at the blue sky, take a deep a breath, and smile. Shouldn’t you be a little at ease seeing how the clouds move? The breeze of morning wind blows in every steps of your way. There is so much in the world that we took for granted, most of the time, we're such an ignorant .But from today, open your eyes and see with your heart.


And have you tried to spend some time feeling grateful to the people and what they do around you? You see, people always complain that they have a lot of work to do, but doesn’t that means you have jobs to support your living? A lot of laundry and ironing means you have clothes to wear, and the tedious work of cleaning the toilet and the gutters in your house means you have a home to live in. These simple things may often be ignored, but by appreciating all these mundane things can help to make your life better.

Most of the times, if you’re having troubles in relationships, be true to yourself and try to make an assessment to yourself. The way people treat you is a reflection of how you treated them. We never realised this, most of us will claim that we have done nothing wrong, and the other party are being unkind by treating us badly. But that perception may be wrong; plus there’s no harm in giving some time to think whether what you’ve done all this time is right or wrong. But we are just human, of course we can’t be perfect.


Despite being a non-perfect creation, (how can we be as perfect as God who made us all?) we can strive to be one. Of course, it’s impossible for us to be really good, but at least on our way of trying to be one we may learn new lessons which will make us a better person. Try not to find faults within others, and improve your relationships with the people around you. Being perfect may be impossible, but being better is always worth the try.


So now, can you say living a simple yet sweet life is impossible? Beautiful words can be written and said, but it depends on yourself whether you want to take up the challenge and do it. Nothing can be that easy, and the points above are the ones that can help to simplified. Take the first step and see how your life may change. After all, it’s your life, so you’re the one who should decide. Life isnt a piece of cake at all, but live life to the fullest is a worth thing to do.=)